Enemies at the Gate: The Philippines is going down.

Instruction Manual for my Enemies at the Gate:
1) David Celdran (D) [Popular]
2) Jennie Cacal (J) [Payatas]
3) Jess Ramos (F) [Unpopular]
Step 1: D go to F
Step 2: D Suck Cock of F
Step 3: Ask and you shall receive. Ask for Semen
Step 4: Use your mouth
Objective: Be useful to me, Useless People.
Tagalog: Huwag kayoing aabang-abang lang ng biyaya.
Gamitin ang Bisaya.

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The Philippines is going down.

Don't tell me it isn't.

Recent developments have been a constant reminder. Just watch the daily news. The Philippines is literally, figuratively going down.

Our Family is going nowhere.

The love we have (or never really had) is gone.
I just don't know about the rest (of my siblings) but I don't see the love in them at all.

The only family I truly have is Macoy and as my guardians at the gate may see it, he is truly an expendable. Nevertheless, I spend my days still trying to offer him kindness, with a projection or hope that life, society and his very own family have not abandoned him. And as long as I am here, they haven't.

As long as I'm able and willing.

Soon I will leave this place.

This will be the natural course of my existence because as far as I know, I have only had an existence, not a life. This is just the way things are. It's not a wish. It's not a promise. It's just going to be a fact.

Faggot Ramos in trying to protect the people (not from here) and his ego can only fence me in and he is only capable of doing this. It only acts or reacts in anger and retaliation and treats me so immaturely. I won't be a victim of his stupid modus. It treats me like everything was a prank (See Boobay and Tekla Show). The stupid entity is so intrusive. Anywhere I go, even in my place of solace, he pounces like an uncaged ape. I don't even trust this person whom I truly don't know and yet somehow it's still there. Without the derogatory term "Faggot", he will only truly be an Omission.

Now that I'm discovering things about myself (like the promise to be healthy and ultimately happy), the only way for me is growth and a permanent physical separation from this town and this place. Done not with bitterness. Not with vengeance. Without the physical disturbance(s), I really love my home. All my life, I have lived for my family and others. I have given myself without asking for anything in return.

Well, maybe for vengeance. Success is the best revenge after all.

Everyday, I live as if it's my last day on this place and try to give it my all.

Soon, it will be. The sooner, the better.



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